Bukan satu hari dihari raya tau....Satu hari di keje. So hectic. At last, its end of the day. Dahlah semalam tak dapat tido betul. My darlings keep waking up one after another and cried.

I don't know about Marsya but for Rayyan, he can't sleep because he did not have his pacifier with him anymore. Yesterday,after work, I went to JP to meet my sister and I bought 2 pacifier for both Marsya & Rayyan.

I went back and gave it to them. Rayyan suck the pacifier but he wanted to vomit. Maybe he is not used to suck other pacifier that is of different shapes than the one he has. I left him be. He played with it, put inside his mouth n take it out now n then. When it is time for him to sleep at about 9pm, I cradle him but he did not want to sleep. So i asked my maid to get the old pacifier as I remember I have not thrown it. I put it on the table. When my maid told me that the pacifier is in the dustbin I asked her who throw it. She said it was me. Suddenly, my kepo daughter called me, "Mama, chacha throwlah." Alamak.....!!! Kepo betul....

Got my maid to make him sleep too. She make Rayyan suck the pacifier which I bought but he keep throwing it on the floor and start to cry. I look around for a suitable pacifier (there's a lot of unused pacifier in the drawer) but none of it he wants. No choice have to make him sleep without the pacifier. That's the reason why he can't get to sleep well yesterday.

Today, must remember to buy him the old type pacifier if not I will be the one to suffer at night.