The day has come. I hated this day to come but since this is my own decision, I let it go through once and for all. Yesterday is my last day of work but I didn't go there to work, instead I went there to clean my workstation, packed all my personal belongings in a box to be brought back.
Also to bid them goodbye and to return back my uniforms. I was surprised when my Supervisor gave me a small gift. It's from my ex-colleagues. I'm so touched, nothing came out from my mouth. I didn't expect that. I just didn't know what to say. I looked at the gifts and finally the word 'Thank You' came out.
However, I manage to control my emotions. Until I approached my ex-colleague, Rahima. We are very close, we lunch together most of the times. We always arrange lunchtime where we can lunch together at 1pm. Sometimes, Its not possible due to shortage of staff. During lunch,we confide with each other on whatever problems that we have. She's the only person, that I can look for and tell her everything.
I cried when I approached her, say thanks for the whatever she has done for me and sorry for whatever petty quarrels that we have. Petty quarrels, yes, we do have, but not for long definitely. Its over work issue and would normally last for few minutes if not few hours.
I continued to cried when I approached the rest of my colleagues. So sad.. to leave them...but like what I have said earlier, this is my own decision.
